a rollercoaster of emotions tonite, to say the least. First off, i'm incredibly tired. I was up til 3 am working on a rough draft for atl that i ended up bullshitting anyway. Then i woke up at 9, after going to sleep around 430 or so. i hate it, and all day i was sluggish and feeling like crap. after atl, which wasn't too bad, i came home and just relaxed, did nothing except that stupid extra credit chem survey. i ate dinner (by myself again), and came back to the room, watched tv, checked out internet stuff, blah blah.
Then liza and i talked online for a couple hours or so. There was a huge bombshell, and it made my heart drop faster than a skydiver without a parachute (you like it? don't take it). She said that her family was going to Virginia for Christmas because stupid Paul couldn't get any vacation time. I was just shocked, i couldn't say anything. Immediately we began talking about meeting up in Toronto for New Years, thinking of all the possible ways we could arrange it. After a while of discussing ways that would never materialize, she called me. She began screaming hysterically, i couldn't even understand what she was saying. Then i heard- "We aren't going to Virginia for Christmas! We're still coming to Michigan!" I was so incredibly happy. We ended up talking til about 15 minutes ago, just about how much we missed each other, the CDs she left here (we listened to a few over the phone), and the physical aspect of the relationship. She's a little scared to go on the pill, and i don't blame her. I've heard that there can be some pretty nasty side effects, and the last thing i want her to go through is any kind of unnecessary pain. We just talked about this for a bit, then we talked about the different ways we're going to sneak around the house at Christmas to kiss each other. Note: remember the bathroom plan: her going to the upstairs bathroom, and me following up after a few minutes. It's gotta work. OK, well, i've had a near heart attack alraedy, so i think the best thing to do is just to go lie down. That won't happen, yet, but soon. later.
Then liza and i talked online for a couple hours or so. There was a huge bombshell, and it made my heart drop faster than a skydiver without a parachute (you like it? don't take it). She said that her family was going to Virginia for Christmas because stupid Paul couldn't get any vacation time. I was just shocked, i couldn't say anything. Immediately we began talking about meeting up in Toronto for New Years, thinking of all the possible ways we could arrange it. After a while of discussing ways that would never materialize, she called me. She began screaming hysterically, i couldn't even understand what she was saying. Then i heard- "We aren't going to Virginia for Christmas! We're still coming to Michigan!" I was so incredibly happy. We ended up talking til about 15 minutes ago, just about how much we missed each other, the CDs she left here (we listened to a few over the phone), and the physical aspect of the relationship. She's a little scared to go on the pill, and i don't blame her. I've heard that there can be some pretty nasty side effects, and the last thing i want her to go through is any kind of unnecessary pain. We just talked about this for a bit, then we talked about the different ways we're going to sneak around the house at Christmas to kiss each other. Note: remember the bathroom plan: her going to the upstairs bathroom, and me following up after a few minutes. It's gotta work. OK, well, i've had a near heart attack alraedy, so i think the best thing to do is just to go lie down. That won't happen, yet, but soon. later.
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