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Mood: feelin old
Song: Love~Musiq Soulchild
well, yesterday was by far an incredibly cold day, and it continues with today. with the wind, it's like -7 degrees- for you canadian folks, that's about -22 celsius.
last nite me and josh went over to andy's and just hung out there. we watched 'robin williams live on broadway,' which was hilarious. then we talked with his stepdad mark, who's a really cool guy. he invited us to come to the robotics place where he works, so we might take him up on that. kyle called josh while we there and said he would come over, but he never did. that's the second time he's ditched us without so much as a phone call to tell us what was going on. what an ass. i'm tired of his crap, i could've swore we were like his best friends, but i guess i was wrong. forget him.
i got home around 11:30, and thinking liza might be online, i signed on, but she wasn't, so i ended up talking to christine for a little bit and playing hold em poker. then, around ten after 12, my phone rang, and it was her. of course it was her, who else would be calling me? i was tired and bored before she called, but once i heard her voice, it was like i got a shot of energy, because i felt like i could've stayed up all nite as long as i knew she was on the other end of the line.
she was the first one to say happy birthday to me, and i was happy about that. it would've been nice if we could've been together for my birthday, but that'll have to wait a few years. she isn't starting college til the fall, so it turns out we'll finish at the same time, so that's really convenient. and then we talked about marriage for a little bit, and i'll be honest with you, it brought a smile to my face, like a comforted, everything's-gonna-be-alright kinda smile. she talked about how she wanted dude, her dog, to be the ringbearer, which was fine by me. i know i'd get a kick out of it if he managed to do it, and i have no doubt he'll be able to.
so it's kinda weird, i mean, we're not really boyfriend/girlfriend anymore, we're just two really good friends who just happen to have fallen in love with each other and have already planned parts of the we've even talked about where we're gonna live (most likely toronto, it's a compromise point between montreal and michigan). lol, a little strange if you're an outsider and have no clue what's going on, i know. whatever, it all makes sense to me at least, i guess that's what matters. it's talks like these that makes me hope the next 3 years go by fast, just so i can be with her. the next time i'm going to see her is in june, at andrew's first communion ("they have a lot of bathrooms," she said- i just laughed and thought about how hard it was just planning it during christmas-that fell thru). she was going to come for her spring break in february, but that was when we were still "dating." once we "broke up," she called it off, which i kind of understand, it just makes me a little sad/mad that we lose out on a week of hanging out without worrying about parents looking over our shoulders or any of that. but it's alright, i just think about how it'll all be made up for in a few short years.
liza is a once in a lifetime girl, and for me to have found her so early is even more amazing. i consider myself luckier and luckier with every passing day, because some people go their whole lives and never find their perfect match, and i found her before i turned 19. it's incredible. i love her, and that isn't a word i toss around lightly either.
Song: Love~Musiq Soulchild
well, yesterday was by far an incredibly cold day, and it continues with today. with the wind, it's like -7 degrees- for you canadian folks, that's about -22 celsius.
last nite me and josh went over to andy's and just hung out there. we watched 'robin williams live on broadway,' which was hilarious. then we talked with his stepdad mark, who's a really cool guy. he invited us to come to the robotics place where he works, so we might take him up on that. kyle called josh while we there and said he would come over, but he never did. that's the second time he's ditched us without so much as a phone call to tell us what was going on. what an ass. i'm tired of his crap, i could've swore we were like his best friends, but i guess i was wrong. forget him.
i got home around 11:30, and thinking liza might be online, i signed on, but she wasn't, so i ended up talking to christine for a little bit and playing hold em poker. then, around ten after 12, my phone rang, and it was her. of course it was her, who else would be calling me? i was tired and bored before she called, but once i heard her voice, it was like i got a shot of energy, because i felt like i could've stayed up all nite as long as i knew she was on the other end of the line.
she was the first one to say happy birthday to me, and i was happy about that. it would've been nice if we could've been together for my birthday, but that'll have to wait a few years. she isn't starting college til the fall, so it turns out we'll finish at the same time, so that's really convenient. and then we talked about marriage for a little bit, and i'll be honest with you, it brought a smile to my face, like a comforted, everything's-gonna-be-alright kinda smile. she talked about how she wanted dude, her dog, to be the ringbearer, which was fine by me. i know i'd get a kick out of it if he managed to do it, and i have no doubt he'll be able to.
so it's kinda weird, i mean, we're not really boyfriend/girlfriend anymore, we're just two really good friends who just happen to have fallen in love with each other and have already planned parts of the we've even talked about where we're gonna live (most likely toronto, it's a compromise point between montreal and michigan). lol, a little strange if you're an outsider and have no clue what's going on, i know. whatever, it all makes sense to me at least, i guess that's what matters. it's talks like these that makes me hope the next 3 years go by fast, just so i can be with her. the next time i'm going to see her is in june, at andrew's first communion ("they have a lot of bathrooms," she said- i just laughed and thought about how hard it was just planning it during christmas-that fell thru). she was going to come for her spring break in february, but that was when we were still "dating." once we "broke up," she called it off, which i kind of understand, it just makes me a little sad/mad that we lose out on a week of hanging out without worrying about parents looking over our shoulders or any of that. but it's alright, i just think about how it'll all be made up for in a few short years.
liza is a once in a lifetime girl, and for me to have found her so early is even more amazing. i consider myself luckier and luckier with every passing day, because some people go their whole lives and never find their perfect match, and i found her before i turned 19. it's incredible. i love her, and that isn't a word i toss around lightly either.
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