9.23.2003

There is a lot to talk about, but I'm busy right now doing math hw, so I'll try to keep it short, for my sake. Going back to last nite, I was pretty happy. Liza and I talked from 10:30-1:00, about everything. I am really looking forward to her visit. I am still in awe of the fact that a beautiful girl like her could like a guy like me. My confidence level has really gone up these past few months, and it's all because of her.

Class today sucked, probably cuz of the weather. I typed a note on the phone, so I'll just put it in here:
It's an incredibly crappy day. Josh may be the only one enjoying it, that crazy perverted bastard. It's overcast, raining, and just miserable. I'd be in an even worse mood if i didn't talk to liza last nite, for almost two and a half hours. We both missed each other so much over the weekend. I can't wait til the day we meet. I just want to give her the biggest hug and kiss, let her know just how much I've missed her. The bus is coming soon, so i'll pick this up later. 10:07am

Math class was same old same old, it seemed to suck whatever little energy i had left. After math, i met up with amy and headed over to the international center to grab something to eat and work on our chem lab. She's really nice, but I found out that she smokes pot and drinks, so my view of her changed a little bit. She's still cool i guess. After finishing around 1, i headed over to josh and casey's to pick up the rest of my stuff, which i ended up leaving there anyway. I noticed one thing though, and it made me a little angry/sad. Casey doesn't seem to like me too much. It was hard to tell when he was kidding and when he was telling the truth, but I've figured it out. Whatever, if he doesn't like me it won't hurt me too much. I mean, he's a good guy and I definitely consider him one of my friends, but whether he feels the same about me is up in the air.

I took the bus over to the chem building, but ended up skipping class with Chris. I really didn't feel like going, my cough and stuffy nose were taking over again. I went back to bailey, read my atl book for a bit, relaxed, did math, read some more, and before i knew it it was time for dinner. Josh came over and we ate, then he left after awhile of playin frisbee. Kelli finally called him, and he seemed a lot happier than he had been the last few days.

I did a little more hw, then watched the football game. I talked to Kyle online, and he talked about how he got pulled over and arrested for being intoxicated. I was so disappointed that I really couldn't talk. Drunk driving is perhaps the one thing that I will always protest. I just can't take it. Thinking about how Kyle could have gotten into an accident and killed some innocent kid made me even angrier. He's a really good guy, I'm glad we're friends. But I thought he was smarter than that. I hate to say it, but I have lost a bit of respect for him, and I don't know if he'll ever gain it back.

Andrea came over around 10:45 to drop off the chem lecture notes, but she ended up stayin til 12. We talked about Kyle, Casey, the sorority life, and me. I was just so sad about Kyle, and Andrea picked up on it. I didn't want her to feel sad as a result of what I said, but eventually tears came to her eyes. I thought for sure that I was gonna start tearing up. Andrea is nothing short of incredible. Jarod is a really lucky guy. I only met her formally at courtney's grad party on June 14th, and then she invited me to her party, which was the same day. I've actually "known" Andrea since 9th grade, when she was in my science class. I remember her, but she doesn't remember me. I can't blame her, I wasn't too memorable a guy back then. I'm really glad she lives in the building over. She's so easy to talk to, and she always knows what to say. I hope we get to know each other better in the future.

Now I'm doing math, since i have a quiz tomorrow. I'm gonna get back to it and get back to this tomorrow nite, probably the same time...

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