Feeling:still pretty angry
Song:what you want~jaheim

ok i'm still not done. this whole distance thing is hitting me a lot harder than i thought it would, and i'm still coming to the realization that this isn't gonna be easy for the either of us. i wish i could've asked liza a few questions, but it just didn't seem to be the right time to ask. i don't know when that time will come, but hopefully soon. she said she got my letter yesterday, but didn't say anything about it, she just left it there. i don't know what to think of that.

nothing has changed as far as my love for her- it's just hard seeing all these couples all over the damn campus sharing a kiss, or holding hands, and me realizing i won't be able to do that for a while, and i hate that realization. it hurts even more not knowing how she feels about the whole thing- she called me overly sensitive, which i guess i can agree with, but that doesn't mean she doesn't have to hide how she's feeling.

i feel so drained, like i can't even bring a smile to my face anymore. i think i'm just going to go work on some physics or something. thank God i have an easy schedule for the rest of the week.