Feeling:gloomy
Song:mad world~gary jules
well another weekend, more good times and some bad times to talk about i guess. Saturday evening the family went out for dinner with my cousins for my parents and uncle and aunt's anniversary, so that was nice. i was feeling really tired, but at the same time, i was looking forward to hanging out with kyle, josh, and andy. We didn't get back home til around 9:30, so i just left the house immediately and headed over to Grant's house, where they were playing poker at.
A few new guys were there, but they were all cool for the most part, with the exception of brandon, the guy who pretty much gave kyle his dui. he just seemed like a punk i guess, but nick and grant are good guys as far as i can tell. And, for the first time in a while, i didn't think about liza, which worries me a bit.
she still hasn't emailed me back, and with every passing day i get a little more anxious. i know some people might say, "whatever, don't think about it, just keep going." but when you make a commitment as deep as the one i've made to liza, it's not that easy to just forget about it. i mean, as long as i can keep myself semi-occupied, i don't think about it too much, but i could be reading or doing math and then just wonder what liza's doing at that moment. and once i think about that, the ball just keeps rolling, and it's hard to stop.
i hate the fact that i get so ridiculously attached to the people that matter the most to me. I know they need space, but i need them.
Song:mad world~gary jules
well another weekend, more good times and some bad times to talk about i guess. Saturday evening the family went out for dinner with my cousins for my parents and uncle and aunt's anniversary, so that was nice. i was feeling really tired, but at the same time, i was looking forward to hanging out with kyle, josh, and andy. We didn't get back home til around 9:30, so i just left the house immediately and headed over to Grant's house, where they were playing poker at.
A few new guys were there, but they were all cool for the most part, with the exception of brandon, the guy who pretty much gave kyle his dui. he just seemed like a punk i guess, but nick and grant are good guys as far as i can tell. And, for the first time in a while, i didn't think about liza, which worries me a bit.
she still hasn't emailed me back, and with every passing day i get a little more anxious. i know some people might say, "whatever, don't think about it, just keep going." but when you make a commitment as deep as the one i've made to liza, it's not that easy to just forget about it. i mean, as long as i can keep myself semi-occupied, i don't think about it too much, but i could be reading or doing math and then just wonder what liza's doing at that moment. and once i think about that, the ball just keeps rolling, and it's hard to stop.
i hate the fact that i get so ridiculously attached to the people that matter the most to me. I know they need space, but i need them.
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