Feeling:perplexed
Song:thanks a lot~third eye blind

after physics, i called josh to let him know i'd be stopping by so we could grab dinner. He told me that liza was signed on, so i said, "go ahead, talk to her if you want." he didn't, of course, which didn't matter to me. when i got to his place, i saw that she was still signed on, but i said forget it- if she wants to play hardball and not talk to me, not respond to my email, that's fine. I play hardball with the best of them.

honestly, it does hurt a little bit that she didn't tell me that we weren't going to talk for a stretch of time (if that's even the reason, i have no idea), but if she wants to stay withdrawn, i can do it too. whatever, i need to study.