Feeling:indifferent
Song:the background~third eye blind

today came and went, nothing special. took my calc test, which i think was alright. i went to the post office to drop off liza's valentine's gift, and just walking there seemed really sobering, almost depressing. it was snowing, and there was this bitter cold wind, and i felt like doing nothing but lying down and just staring at the ceiling. i can honestly say that the whole day went without me feeling quite like i normally do, and i really can't explain why. i mean, there's the obvious reason, but then there's all these little ones that i'll go over one day- or maybe i won't, i need to keep something to myself. i played some madden over at josh's, went to my design lab, had dinner with chris, went to physics, came back, watched the pistons lose another one, read some, and here i am now, listening to third eye blind.

i was talking to josh earlier, but like i said, i don't feel the same as usual, so the convo was pretty pointless, save for his talking about how he had run-ins with two separate girls today. I'm happy for him, mostly for the fact that he's finally opened his eyes to the fact that girls are paying attention to him, and before he just shrugged them off or didn't think anything of it. hopefully he does something more positive with today's experiences. see how boring my life is? i just dedicated a paragraph to talking about josh's life.

i think i'm gonna read a little more, eat my fruit, drink some milk, and call it a night. i've been thinking way too much.