i thought about liza a lot today. i thought about her when i woke up, how nice it would be if she were lying right next to me. i thought about herwhile i was shoveling the snow, thinking about how great i'd feel if we were just walking, holding hands, like that day we never found our way to the movie theater. i thought about her while i was stringing up christmas lights, imagining how it would be if i were showing her thru the house. i thought about her while i was watching tv, wishing she were curled up next to me. i thought about her when i heard a sarah mclachlan song on tv, and that made me wish i could talk to her at that moment.

but enough of my being a hopeless romantic. today was yet another boring day. woke up around 1030, lazed about for a couple hours, then cleaned some of the basement, shoveled the snow out of the driveway, and before i knew it, everyone was home and i was sorta depressed again. i guess it's cuz at state i was free to do whatever whenever, but here everyone's always asking me to do something when i don't want to.

i need to get out of the house tomorrow.