Ideally?

Feeling:pensive
Song:automatic stop~the strokes

Ideally, here's how I'd like the next 3-4 years to go:

• Start with this summer- make a good amount of money, spend time with the guys, work out, try and get bigger, see if i can visit toronto at least once.


• Sophomore Year- get my gpa up, start focusing on what's really in front of me, still have fun


• Junior Year- either stay at state if grades don't improve, or transfer to UM Ann Arbor and their college of engineering. get an internship or some kind of job related to mechanical engineering.


• Senior Year (2006-07)- after taking classes during summer, see if i have enough to graduate a semester early. if not, definitely finish in 4 years with honors.


• either start working immediately or take a little break and...


• Go to montreal and see what has happened and what will happen.

In reality, here's how the next few years will more than likely go:
I'll graduate from state with my BS in mechanical engineering, probably get a job at one of the auto companies, continue to wait for her and hope it all works out, and find out that it doesn't. Just a weird, eerie feeling i have, as much as i don't want that to happen. Not much i can do about it, i'll just have to find a way to deal.